(This post was written over the course of 4 days. Sorry it is so long, but I wanted to write down some of the details down before I forgot them).
I've held off writing this post until I was feeling better about how the delivery went down. I've come to terms with things as best as I think I'm ever going to come to terms with it. The bottom line is we made the best decision we could based on advice from doctors as well as common sense. I'm not 100% happy with the decision based on hind sight, but I know that at the time the decision was made, I didn't have the benefit of hind sight.